Thursday, June 23, 2005
6/23/2005 08:37:00 PM
bleagh..
back from malaysia..trip was ok..i guess it's my fault larh..i went with a 'closed' mind..i mean like yeah..honestly..with common tests coming..and knowing that i havent been studying properly the past 3 weeks of my hols..how am i suppose to feel good about going on another trip..bleagh..but oh well...thank God the 4 days came and went quite quickly..it's already thursday today..which means it's 4 days to econs paper..once econs is over..i think i'll feel less stressed...econs has too much facts..and argh..i dun wanna write essays!! okie..i should stop ranting..on a lighter note..i'm glad that things are ok for my cousins..and especially proud of zinnia..her walk with God looks good..she's getting involved in christian fellowship in school and attending church regularly..and i'm very encouraged by the way she does QT..i need to learn from her..the consistency in her QT...journalling her thots..prayer requests..God's gonna use her as a mighty testimony for Him..that i am certain =)

there's this big big tendency for me not to place God first..i suppose it all boils down to one question...how much do i love Him..

i'm listening to the guang liang cd raisa lent me..it's so nice..his lyrics are good..if not for him..i think i wouldnt even be anywhere near anything related to chinese =\

oh lighthouse meh mehs..i know i owe u all the photos..i'm just very lazy larh..but i will put it up soon ok..i mean erm..in july..after my common test..the first thing i'll do after my last paper(which is the 1st july) will be to load it on shutterfly..sorrrrrrrry...

oh..i suddenly dun feel like blogging..maybe i should go write letters to people..and in the mean time..ponder about that question..